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2009-06-26T00:09:00.003+08:00

Nightmare

it's been around 3 months plus since the day i got enlisted? i thought that it would be very fun to be a storeman like what everyone has said,but for me, it isn't so! after i got posted to my unit, my "life" has totally changed. i have been sffering mentally and emotionally in there. i really don't feel happy at all. all i know is that i am supposed to be at the training ground running, doing push-ups etc. but now what i am doing is to just sit in a cage aka. my store where there is no phone, no radio, no reception at all. i can only just sit there facing 4 walls around me.

nobody knows how i feel.

sometimes i really don't know what to do. i feel so pitiful for myself as to how in the hell would i end up in such a place. sometimes i have to be cold/quiet to the others, and i also have to face how people look at me, not to mention their backstabbings. im just fighting for my own rights!!!

also, im alone in this cage as my other colleague always takes MC/go on leave. i do not know how to stay on in such a place. if this persists, i might fall into depression. i really hope God will help me and bring me to a better place; somewhere which i really ought to be at.

in a nutshell, i really wants to say thanks to my lovely baby. she helped me alot during these times and also was there for me when i am down.

baby, i love you. *muacks* :)

all i hope for now is that ????( cannot type the name on blog ) will give me a chance.

2009-05-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

不管相爱总会有一些低潮我爱你就应该对你越来越好现在只想忽然把你抱的高高看着你笑我就笑别自寻烦恼<3

2009-04-18T03:59:00.002+08:00

this past few days i really don't know what has happen, it always a 'small problem' that we always against eath other i really feel very sian about it.. today after my camp i rush out as fast as i could just wanna faster go over to ur house.. went i reach ur house i help u put back ur clothe and etc.. and the thing that u put on ur bed i don't even know that u still need to take so i wanna help u put back and u voice out on me.. it's like i feel damn fucking sad and Angy I'm just been good of helping u put in the end kana from u..yes i did show u attitude it's because i don't deserve that.. can't u just thing that i rush out so quietly just wanna reach ur house early and see u? send u to work? haiz.. baby yes sometime i may be at fault but did u thing of ur part ? what u did and what u say? ....

baby i no offend i just want u to know how i feel that's all..

2009-03-29T12:43:00.003+08:00

ytd morning i sending baby and her dad to changi airport ): cause they going to china xiamen I'm damn sad la i cant see her for 1 weeks ): everyday i will be sending her one email .. and i really fucking miss her la T.T still got 7 days left haiz.. o do we have a chance to chat on phone but cannot chat too long dull too phone bill too ex ):

now i'm counting down to apr 4..

baby i miss u so much ):

2009-03-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

baby going to china in 2 to 3 days later ): i will be missing her for the 1 whole weeks. ):

anyway baby now u r busying working and I'm siting here typing haha..

baby u still rmb today after 12am is what? is our 3moth Anni (:

baby happy 3 moth (: i love you.. MORE THAN YOU DO:P

muackz

i will be waiting for u. <3

2009-03-12T14:14:00.009+08:00

i will let the picture do the talking.

baby i want to let u know i really enjoy the trip with u (:

LOVE U<3.

2009-03-03T18:36:00.002+08:00

Marley & Me

guys who haven watch it go and watch it is nice!!!

marley is so so so cute . but the last part there is damn sad i bet u sure drop ur tears (:

2009-02-22T23:00:00.003+08:00

feb 14 v.day at one 15degree

i'm back to blog it's been damn long seen i last blog :/

this past few weeks have been happen alots of think): . i don't wanna to mention it. and i really hope everything will gosh well.. (:

and soon i'm going army this march):

ok la let's pic do the talking about the past few weeks.

2009-02-02T02:59:00.002+08:00

Day are passing fast *haiz* few more weeks leter i wont have the chance to enjoy already.

baby, i just want to let u know that i'm really glad and happy to have u in my life.
you are a special gift given to me..i know sometimes i may not understand certain things, but please do give me some time.
i really hope for this r/s to last.
sometimes see-ing you so sian sian, i feel so helpless, if there is anything i can do to make u less sian please let me know alrights
got anything we can just talk it out...
"baby, we stil got a long way to go. i believe we will work things out well, no matter what i will always be by ur side loving you more and more each day.

2009-01-13T00:42:00.003+08:00

sunday 11.

went down bugis with baby after reach we went to find printer shop and she print her school project stuff. so after that we walk to junction and look for her friends so we went to shopping keke and she buy me a bag (: after shopping we went down and buy food and eat than we go for shisha . after shisha home sweet home. (:

monday 12.

did not sleep very well my mum wake me up at 10plus in the morning course those constructor came already to remove all the window etc and we change a new window yeah(: look better now keke.. and about noon 2 plus i rush to cdc and have my bike pract 1 after all i done well today wee~ and my sec time i pass next pract will be this comin wed pract 2 (: so after reach back home help to pack and clear the house was damn dirty dusty =.=. we do all those till 10plus than finish it zzz thats tiring but after all ok de (:

love <3

2009-01-09T17:46:00.002+08:00

Armin van Buuren

today, friday will be the most busy day for all the zouk staff''s. course world no.1 DJ Armin van Buuren will be spenning at zouk today and his trance is damn nice. if u guys know about him or got listen to his album u know (: anyway got to go now tata~

2008-12-20T16:42:00.001+08:00

Second Generation OS Cap.

yeah i buy this cap already i find it damn nice (:

2008-12-15T19:02:00.003+08:00

anyway i will let the pic do the talking (: it's damn FUCKING FUN WHAT I CAN SAY!

2008-12-12T16:30:00.002+08:00

ZOUKOUT

finally the biggies event on dec 2008 have come. this coming sat will be ZOUKOUT. and it's oso my first ever exp. and i won't be working on the floor'waiter' on that day i will be at the front offices thats mean i'm a PR helping u all putting the hand tag or what ever and from what i hear from ppl say it's a tiring job for us course won't be stoping.. but still it's fun huh hee.. k la cya there saw me must say hi or hello to me eh (: lol.

2008-12-08T07:20:00.001+08:00

anyway happy 20 b'day to myself zzz.. and oso thanks kl for the present (: and work was killing us was damn fucking busy and crowded man ass zzz dec was really a busy mth for us but oso the bast mth for us to earn $$ (:

2008-12-02T21:14:00.003+08:00

and after

before i like this coloure look nicer =/

today exam was ok i never study oso but i done my best tomorrow will be the last paper. and after exam i went down to loyang point and dye my hair seen going to holiday already hee.. and i was like sit there got more than 3h to get the coloure i wan so after the dye when back home and bath than meet bk and go bugis and walk around than went to penisula get own stuff than home.

2008-11-27T17:03:00.002+08:00

finally i have setter all those phatest that i haven't taken already. so now no need to go school anymore next weeks dec 2 and 3 is my final exam paper after that soon or later gonna dye my hair wink* hee.. and oso this coming dec will be my most busy mth gonna work work work. so guys wanna jio me out not 100% free eh =x HAHAHA~!!.anyway just wake up shit i got work at 5.30pm i'm late but it's ok today just a juice event what anniversary. k la gonna go and eat and bath than go work already la bye bye(:

2008-11-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

yeah i have made up my mind I'm going to take bike license. this sat me and ah boii go and endroll and i never tell my family course they wun let me take bike license so i have no choice have to take this behint them. and oso everyone know take bike very Dangerous but this is my choice car is too expesive for me.but so i will ride slowly and careful if i get the license (: wish me all the best (:

2008-11-24T19:48:00.002+08:00

today went to school late but don't have the first lesson zzz. so nevermind i call terrence and he tell me he at workshop so i went down and look for them. and he tell mr boo is looking for me to take his pretical test. so i went down and look for mr boo and i kana scolded by him, =/ so he ask me tomorrow 10.30 report to him at staff room outside. and now u all know what i haven take 4 teacher pretical test "FAINT"and this weeks i gonna finish it if not die . and soon i going to graduate and oso i gonna dye my whole hair to white all other coloure before i enlist army don't ask me when course i still don't know when.but i cannot play with my hair anyway. and so my mood wasnt that good now days. i'm still thinking what should i do. haiz.. anyway thats all for today bb.

2008-11-23T08:21:00.002+08:00

today work was nothing much but i saw 陈建州 "黑人" in members and thats 100% is him i was so shock when thay tell me taiwan 黑人 was in cav 1 i and rush and see thats really him lol but he only came awhile than go le..

after work went to eat with jer pin onn john lyn and yana .about 7 plus we went home le.

2008-11-22T06:48:00.003+08:00

today work doesn't goes well for me. after what jason have told me i feel no mood i know he say those is for my good. i try and work harded (:. and oso i feel damn down when sawing her. that's really nothing i can do to see her from far.. this is the best way for me.. my phone seen so quiet when u didnt msg me. after all i choose not to talk to u...

"就让沉默代替所有回答。"

2008-11-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

HOooOoo~~ i been 4 days never go school alr jia lak.. die very soon.. bb

2008-11-17T10:53:00.003+08:00

Me Lyn Yana(My so call GF) :p

Freda n me

I'm back again sorry for not updating course of busying and lazy (:

....

let me say about ytd. wake up late went to bath and get ready rush down far east and meet pin and onn they waited about 1h plus if I'm not wrong so sorry sorry. after awhile lynn have reach so we sit awhile than went to eat.. after eat we went to lucky and walk awhile than walk to cine course pin and onn never been there before so we bring them go and they go and have they're games LOL. about 10 min laters yana have reach so me and lyn went down and fine her.. than awhile more pin and onn come already than we take cab went down to zouk velver.(: and it's a stuff night free flow all night hee.. we start ordering than we drink drink everyone the time haven reach 10 most of the zouk phutrue and velver stuff all drunk and ofcourse i;m oso one of them Zzz now i'm damn hang over now feeling so bad.. haiz.. pic will be upload when lynn update (:

bb i have to go and get ready and go sch Zzzz

2008-11-03T10:18:00.001+08:00

熱血

soon i get this shirt and i find it damn nice too bad that is no more black coloure.(:

2008-11-02T18:39:00.003+08:00

OK first let me blog about Friday night on 31 Oct Halloween night.(: that time was than fucking busy as it is my first time expir it. but is really fun ok with them la.(: and thats ofcourse got afew fight over there la. Zzz

nov 1 sat.

sat night wasn't that busy as usurer after work we went to get our stuff drink after that went to change and with a few of zouk stuff go eat than went down to kkovan that is me and R2 always play there de street soccer count we play till10 plus than we sit down and chit chat and planning where we gonna go after we get out pay(: was saying alots of places but some of us wasn't plan of going hmm.. so we'r still thinking of going indoor or outdoor(:

thats all for today la.

o and ya Nov 16

is our day stuff night WOO!! that gonna be fun drink drink drink (:

2008-10-30T05:53:00.002+08:00

anyway I'm just back from work(: and u guys know what today LEE MING came to members bar (: and me and alfian serve him and he's friends (: afterew today was not bad la thats all for today bb

2008-10-27T08:42:00.002+08:00

WOO ~ just came back from morning soccer =x u guys must be thinking i'm crazy right lol. course u know what? me jeremy yuxiang benjemin alvin chris and farhan after our work we went to eat than ben yuxiang ans chris was talking about they going to play soccer so after we finish eating i say why do we go play soccer than? than jeremy was so happy and ask the rest along LOL we all are damn tired but we play soccer was damn funny thats me and jeremy play with them the first time and they damn funny i cant stop LOL. than after soccer everyone went home le.

3days of chioing work good feeling(:

2008-10-25T07:26:00.002+08:00

I'm back to blog again the past few days was in school working damn lazy to update my blog. so now is just came back from work and now I'm waiting for my hair to dry than when to bed le. sat gonna reach zouk by 6.30 got event again Zzz. by the way today as usurer busy busy busy and now i'm damn tiring.

and u guys know what my eng was damn SUCKs and LOUSY!!

BB!!

2008-10-17T03:13:00.002+08:00

i'm back to blog. and u guys know what out of 5 day school 2 days i didt attend lesson =/ i think i try going all lesson next weeks =x lets see i can do it or not HAHA!!

2008-10-11T06:59:00.002+08:00

just came back from work not long ago. today was damn fucking busy and oso my first day of using my P.O.S card to take order (: members bar was so so crowded today =.= but still today not bad didt done and mistake only i order one than that person cancer.(: and i;m so tired now im going to bath than go to bed bb.

2008-10-09T13:28:00.002+08:00

back to blog again. ytd work was not very well course i kana post to bar 4 (baggage counter) course aalwynn didt go to work due to he not feeling well. and thats oso my first time doing bar 4 and i didt done a very good job Zzz. but good news is after awhile one of the stuff changer me and tian de so thats mean i'm on flood again~ yeah! haha so i been post to bar 1 one of the busy bar oso but well i still like on the flood haha.. so after that help to clear clin all those than went back home already. reach home around5 to 6 plus .

this coming fri sat and next weeks we be damn fucking busy again. T-T

2008-10-01T11:58:00.002+08:00

just wake up from sleep not long ago :P and I'm going back to sleep again HAHA!! ytd work was hell lots of ppl at members bar and i almost fell down afew time by leting those costumer bang Zzzzzz... and i still need alots of approving my eng and memorize those liqueurs Zzz.

anyway today is hari raya today gonna be hell again.

bb going to rest .

2008-09-28T07:41:00.002+08:00

just came back from work and I'm damn tired now. today was still ok ytd was like a fucking crowded and busy day. and u know who i saw fiona xie and one of last time mediacop airtis i duno what name never mind oso (: tue will be 9pm to 5am yeaw~

and i have stuff to learn and i need to memorize it..

i'm not gonna sleep i'm going down for soccer trainning again (: it's fun to play with those baby haha:D ok la thats all for today tata~

2008-09-27T15:37:00.002+08:00

ok i'm damn fucking tired damn damn tired Zzz!! later gonna reach zouk at 7pm today start at 9pm zzzz. ok well let me say about ytd night.

went i reach there went to get my working clothes than jeremy shows me around, after that went to orientation when i listen what my boss say i was so damn fuckin gan juong lol zzz. the ppl start to one by one group by group came in and start to busying, and my leg was ahh but still it's ok la fun working.

2008-09-25T23:57:00.003+08:00

friday finally. I'm so so so~ nervous HAHA!! hope everything goes well (:

and oso my soccer boots is going to spoil and thanks baby remy for giving me that boots (:

2008-09-24T21:44:00.002+08:00

went down to zouk to interview just know was abit nervous. hee but still over liao .

anyway friday my first day of work (:

2008-09-23T00:07:00.002+08:00

today went to johor with jer benny chye and j.rong. after we reach there we take cab down to benny ah yee shop and chat awhile(: than we went down to jesco and walk play we have a damn fuckin funny time there (: so we walk till about 6 plus take cab back to ah yee shop than went to pasa malaum walk than went to duno where eat seafood than went back singapore le (:

2008-09-21T14:49:00.002+08:00

morning went down to pasir ris and have my trainning with UFC. and oso i'm they'r new player (: HOHO~ is good that i can play with my baby HAHA. so after trainning we went to whitesand and eat than went home.

later going to my sis baby b'day(:

and monday going malasia with R2 (:

wed job interview (:

hope will get the job i'm damn broke now):

2008-09-21T01:25:00.002+08:00

today i went to extend my passport den went to play pool with xiong and chye and we play we keep on laughing (: so after finish we went back hougang sit awhile than j.rong came we went to eat and oso waiting for chye went back home and bath. so me and xiong went down to z.han house first. we play majong and card but befor that j.rong learn me his bike and drive and i finally know how to drive hee hee(: so after 2h stay we went back to hougang and eat than went home.

2008-09-18T05:03:00.002+08:00

just came back from zouk (: went with ptb and henry nothing much oso first time went down to zouk. and i'm not gonna sleep course later gonna go sch i have a partical test at 9 so if i sleep i sure cant wake up yawh~

2008-09-14T13:56:00.003+08:00

morning suppost to wake up at 8.30am and get ready than take bus to pasir ris.

but in the end i wake up late and reach there at 10.30.

why i go pasir ris in the morning HAHA. ofcourse went down and trainning with my last time team mate it's been damn long seen i last play soccer together. last time i did went down once but afew of them didt go for trainnin so abit sian half HAHA.

so we play a friendly match till 12plus. than went home le.

and my injury start to go all over my leg zzz i just cant stop playing gonna rest and ask my dad to help me sayang my leg.

2008-09-13T13:09:00.002+08:00

ytd meet up with ptb at cq at 10pm. than we slowly to M.O.S and than we went in and of course enjoy our dance . we stay there till closing than we walk to mrt station and wait for train.

that's all for ytd la nothing much(:

will be update again later got soccer match at kovan (:

bye bye.

today match vs my last time coach team all china guy.

and was a very good match for us and the team the full time score 10-6 we win against them and of course i score one of the goal in second half (:

and of course one of the fucker put my shorts and my attitude coming back and almost get a fight with them. than my brother scolded me zzz but still my long time ankled injury coming back again. after the game went back home le.

2008-09-06T06:06:00.004+08:00

HOOO~! ! HOO~ ! !

just came back from MOS went with ken friends we enjoy alots and we drink alots too HAHA!

will upload the pic when i get them HAHA!

bye bye (:

ytd sleep at

6plus going to 7 sleep for about 2h plus xiong call me ask me to get up and get ready by 10.15am so after papering went to take bus to he's house than he take he bike and drive me to don't know which complex for our match and we was late and ofcause we lost our way of finding the complex.. so after we reach there jacky was calling us faster everyone was waiting for us and damn ps oso la lol.

and so after the match start we down on 3 goal but after awhile i score 1 goal back. sec half one of jun jie friends score and make us on came back to our teamwork form and after awhile pass form chye jacky score 3 goal of the game we come back with 2 goals and so after the match we lost too them by 3-5

two more goals only but we cant fight it back but we try our best everyone(:

after the game we went down to golder mile and play snoker and pool after that we went to eat than home sweet home.

thats all for today la tata~

2008-09-01T13:05:00.002+08:00

morning wake up late and went to bath and get ready that walk to mrt station and all the way to city hall meet sin yi and collect my jeans as above show and i'm very sorry that i late =/

the jeans cost me 30 bucks (: so after the collect went back home le.. thats all for today la tata~

tomorrow have to go school le.

bored~

2008-08-30T23:36:00.003+08:00

Death Race

Nice mask:p
Hot Lady(:

today meet ptb and went to ceni and watch Death Race at 7pm and the movie was so so nice and this movie came form a game i forget the name and i have play befor was same alike. i give it 5/5 nice show who havent watch it go watch nice for sure (:

so after the movie went back hougang and have our supper den home sweet home. thats all for today. tata~ (:

2008-08-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

anyway i just came back from s.soccer night life soccer again feel damn shoik (: so after the game same went to coffee shop and sit and chat and have out dinner oso coz come of us haven't eat so ya.

about 11 we plan of going back home and i requester zh to ride me home and he argee thanks anyway thats my sec time sitting on a bike HAHA! .

thats all for today la tata~

tomorrow shall update again out with ptb (: movie time.

tata~

2008-08-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

WHOOOOO~ ! !

just came back from soccer and it was night time playing oh come on it's been how many yeahs seen we last play night soccer le? (:

and so jeremy came down oso been a long time seen i last saw him i think.

so after the game we went to coffeeshop and sit and have a chat about 11plus everybody went home le.

thats all for today tata~ (:

still coughing damn badly zzzz

2008-08-24T18:46:00.002+08:00

today was thought that can play soccer again but after i reach there the rain was SO BIG can Zzz. we have been like 2 weeks never play le but keep raining zzz and i oso waster a trip down oso.. so me zh wx and sn find a place to sit and talk cock till 3 to 4 if i'm not wrong so after reach home i went to rest cause my body don't know why start to get cold and hot about resting and cover myself up.

my this darling FUCKING dogs keep shouting make me so damn so piss so i wake up and scolder her.>.<

then i went to eat my medic and went back to rest without opening fans and my body start to sweat allots so i went to have a litter hot water and bath and change my bad sheep.

so now my body was still abit hot hope will be fine soon.

and tomorrow have to go school if not jia lak.)':

k la everyone rmb to drink more water if noy same like me phew. =/

tata. take care (:

2008-08-23T23:53:00.002+08:00

4BIA

this thai ghost movie is making me OUT of shit man WAHAHA! ! i'm not joking is true.

most of the thai ghost i watch i didnt ever SHOUT!

and this 4bia done it. if u wan to know u should find ur friends and go watch it.

it's funny la afew parts only the rest is all u know la HAHA~

the last part is the most i SHOUT the most is damn scary zzz. lol i keep laughing to myself that omg i shout so loud =x and u know what after the movie i feel very good after the SHOUT!

WAHAHAHAHA! ! !

anyway i give the movie 5/5 (:

2008-08-22T21:00:00.002+08:00

学警出更

this hongkong drama 学警出更 damn nice. anyone who interester or u have scv rmb every monday to friday channer 55 8.00pm (:

if u wanter to watch from the start u can visit this web

http://www.mysoju.com/#korean-drama

ENJOY(:

and i'm still not well havent recover and i have been doing the same stuff over and over again.

as in like wake up use com awhile den go back and rest again.

den wake up do same thing again.

)':

2008-08-21T19:24:00.002+08:00

just came back from clinic wa cost me $36 zzzz my saving gone haha..

and what the fuck MC one day nia zzz jia lak. k la thats all la i wan go eat medic liao tata~

2008-08-21T05:00:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK!

i cant sleep now i been wake up and sleep again zzzz

now my whole body are sweating my bed sheep full of my sweat zzzz

tomorrow i think i wont be going school again and if im feeling not that bad i go see doc zzz

:'(

2008-08-20T13:47:00.001+08:00

I'm down with fever. and, i skipped school today.

I hate the feeling of getting sick! zzzz

2008-08-14T01:41:00.003+08:00

Classic Big Red Monster Kane

just now was watching WWE it's been damn fucking long seen i last watch it and let me re mine of this CLASSIC monster KANE he is ONE of my FAV WWE RESELLER but now he is no more in WWE after he take out he's mask he become more and more SUCKs

i like wad he is last time.

2008-08-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

finally my com is back to life :)

wil be backin to blog soon tata~

2008-07-31T23:33:00.002+08:00

nv go school today coz of sis comin back so i dun inten to go school coz i wan to see my sis BABY she is so FUCKING CUTE i cannot tahan agghh =p ok sorry too over zzz.

about 5 plus bk msg me ask me wanna acc him go buy he interview uni at orcherd. so about 6 we take train to town le.. walk to taka and he get he's uni so we walk to mrt den go to bugis and get my bag =) den went home le..

我还爱你再不会说出来

2008-07-30T18:15:00.002+08:00

我会把爱隐藏到谁都看不出来它还在继续却与你无关
我还爱你再不会说出来

2008-07-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

just came back from my grandma funeral.):

tomorrow have to wake up at 6plus must reach there at 7.30am haiz..

tomorrow sending her le. hope she is find up there ):

GRANDMA<3 R.I.P

2008-07-24T18:47:00.002+08:00

today nafa was ok i try my very best for my 2.4km i get no 49 i dunno i still fail or pass zzzz but anyway i have try my best to beat my old rec HOHOHO =/ after nafa went to cafe 1 slack till 4 to 5 plus home sweet home :) tats all for today

and yeah SUNDAY SENTOSA go go :)

tata..

"我愛你" 往往來不及證明

2008-07-16T20:09:00.002+08:00

不要失去之後才懂得珍惜。
。。。。。。。

2008-07-13T23:11:00.002+08:00

If i could
If i really could......

2008-07-11T16:07:00.005+08:00

yes i have made up my mind i'm goin to change my Sony Ericsson S500i to LG's Secret yes this phone is cool and style (: later goin to see can change it or not (:

yes im back and i have change my phone YEAH~ ! ! sad to say im still not use to it. =.= take time ba HOHO~ tata

2008-07-10T22:04:00.001+08:00

HEI～我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
你是否像我一样在想你

2008-07-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

cool outfits

dun u ever call him ASSHOLE

today meet PTB at bugis den go to bugis street fine bk bag but he nv see any bag that he wans to buy. den we to juntion to have out lunch. after lunch take train down to orcheard den walk to far east see bk bag oso but in the end he nv buy le.. so we walk around den i saw Lin Jun Jie walk out from bape shop den we continue our walk le.. de we walk to ceni buy out movie tics " HANCOCK" nice FUNNY and oso sad la.. but still i will giv 8/10 ba ^^ after the movie went home le.. ely today.. tats alll got today tata..

startin school soon sian..

2008-06-29T19:31:00.002+08:00

last family pic?):

every sunday will be street soccer day and after we play 2 to 3h den we went to coffee shop and drink and have a chat down there normally after S soccer all of us will went home but today all stay and chat and it;s a nice feeling coz now not everyone is free.

after so long everything change? and i know more or less some of them will nt contect us anymore with some prob if i not wrong. and u upper pic u saw was our last family pic haiz.. ): it's fun to say our past that we play we joke we disturb all those. odo i know them not more den 5yrs but they'r my bro (:

i really hope one day all of us will meet and heng out and crazy again. [ one of my wish ]

2008-06-29T00:17:00.003+08:00

today meet PTB go to suntic and see singapore toy & comic convention anway thats lots of nice stuff there and oso damn lots of ppl =.= after the walk we take bus to ceni and meet wx and bt den we walk to party world and enjoy ourself for 5h of singing (: after the party world we walk to lucky praza and eat den walk to ceni again and see which movie to watch..so ken say go to amk and watch so we take train go amk den have a litter walk den went to watch WANTED (: nice movie 8.5/10 hee.. havent watch it? go watch now (:

so after the movie home sweet home thats all for today tata~

and wait wait WHAT THE MOTHER FUCKER Angelina Jolie is damn fuckin sexing WOOO ! !

2008-06-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

today meet PTB out to cycle we cycle all the way to bishan pack and relax and enjoy around.. so we cyle alone the way to upp tomson we saw a bunch of monkey [ HAHA ! ! SO KAWAII! ! ] so ken and fz go clost and have a look and they didt not do anything one of the female monkey ATTACK THEM ! with a fierce look on the face ! [ WAHAHAHA! ! ! ! it's damn funny u know =/] after that we get out bike ready den we SHOUT and cycle fast the monkey sill fellow till half way didt fellow le LOLx damn funny =x so after that we continue cycle to upp tomsom and eat our lunch anyway there the ROTI PRATA WOO~ ! ! SWEE NICE POWER COOL ~ ! ! =/ after finish we plan of goin to 'mec ri cee' sorry i duno how to spell. alone the way heng bk hear he's bike taiya got sound so he shout and ask me izzi pancek' no air ' and u know wad yes pancek =___= and damn suay there dun have any repair bike shop so we cycle to shell and pump he's bike taiya.. den we must go by fast speed before it's lost air again.. so we chiong all the way to bishan again fine dun have any bike shop so ken asker a anty she say j8 den we chiong there and repair bk bike.. after repair cycle all the way back to hougang park and sit and relax and ofcoz rest it's fun cycle til so far =/ but sure tired la..

hmm.. about 8plus we cycle to kovan and have my fav duohui:) after finish it fz went home le. so we cycle to hougang again ken and wx have they dinner den home sweet home.. thats all for today. tata

2008-06-25T01:22:00.002+08:00

soul eater

HAHA ! ! finally i got new anime to watch le thanks tian for intro soul eater anyway whos out there if u r bor can go watch it it's very nice (:

2008-06-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

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newpost i find this in a forum i find damn true i stand up for nice guys coz im one of those.. ):

What Happened to All the Nice Guys?"

I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I'd take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven't figured it out.

What happened to all the nice guys?

The answer is simple: you did.

See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were ****ing treated you.

At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or too poor, or didn't know how to dress himself, or basically be or do any of the things that your tall, good-looking, fit, rich, stylish boyfriend at the time pulled off with such ease.

Eventually, your Platonic buddy drifted away, as your relationship with the boyfriend got more serious and spending time with this other guy was, admittedly, a little weird, if you werent dating him. More time passed, and the boyfriend eventually cheated on you, or became boring, or you realized that the things that attracted you to him weren't the kinds of things that make for a good, long-term relationship. So, now, you're single again, and after having tried the bar scene for several months having only encountered players and douche bags, you wonder, "What happened to all the nice guys?"

Well, once again, you did.

You ignored the nice guy. You used him for emotional intimacy without reciprocating, in kind, with physical intimacy. You laughed at his consideration and resented his devotion. You valued the aloof boyfriend more than the attentive "just-a-" friend. Eventually, he took the hint and moved on with his life. He probably came to realize, one day, that women aren't really attracted to guys who hold doors open; or make dinners just because; or buy you a Christmas gift that you mentioned, in passing, that you really wanted five months ago; or listen when you're upset; or hold you when you cry. He came to realize that, if he wanted a woman like you, he'd have to act more like the boyfriend that you had. He probably cleaned up his look, started making some money, and generally acted like more of an asshole than he ever wanted to be.

Fact is, now, he's probably getting laid, and in a way, your ultimate rejection of him is to thank for that. And I'm sorry that it took the complete absence of "nice guys" in your life for you to realize that you missed them and wanted them. Most women will only have a handful of nice guys stumble into their lives, if that.

So, if you're looking for a nice guy, here's what you do:

1.) Build a time machine.
2.) Go back a few years and pull your head out of your ass.
3.) Take a look at what's right in front of you and grab ahold of it.

I suppose the other possibility is that you STILL don't really want a nice guy, but you feel the social pressure to at least appear to have matured beyond your infantile taste in men. In which case, you might be in luck, because the nice guy you claim to want has, in reality, shed his nice guy mantle and is out there looking to unleash his cynicism and resentment onto someone just like you.

If you were five years younger.

So, please: either stop misrepresenting what you want, or own up to the fact that you've ****ed yourself over. You're getting older, after all. It's time to excise the bull**** and deal with reality. You didn't want a nice guy then, and he certainly doesn't ****ing want you, now.

Sincerely,

A Recovering Nice Guy

2008-06-23T19:02:00.002+08:00

today meet PTB at hougang swimming complex at 2pm den we went in a swim. we swim about 2h plus den went to bath and went to green and eat den went home sweet home le.. tats all for today.

2008-06-21T23:44:00.004+08:00

the hero HULK

Abomination

The Incredible Hulk

today meet PTB at somerset at 3 plus den we walk to heeren and have a litter walk den we walk to ceni to have our lunch. about 4.30 we went up lvl 4 to buy our movie ticker. in a min while we slowly walk to lvl 6 to wait for out number. about 5min we went in le.. anyway The Incredible Hulk is damn damn fucking nice must go and watch it (: 10/10 hee..

after the movie we went to take train and go to kovan and have out dinner den went to bowling hohoho~! we play 1 round den we went off to eat daohui le.. after that home sweet home (: thats all for today tata.

2008-06-17T00:48:00.002+08:00

just back from bowling (: today went with PTB " wx bt fz and myself" and we damn enjoy our self we laugh not stop =/ and we have addicted to bowling now. (: today we didt play so well coz last few days we just play our hand abit pain but we still can high point (: soon PTB kh is out from he's 2 weeks training in army we goin to bowl again and soon i hope all PTB will be there (: that's all for today bb.

2008-06-14T23:56:00.004+08:00

thats me

today when to watch movie " MISSING " and is damn bored movie we PTB was tot very scary but lame not scary at all and we dun even know what the story is ZzZz. so after that we went to heeren and watch those Bboy dance. is kinder borin so ken ask where should we be going after this. so i say lets go play bowling and it's been damn damn damn fuckin long seens we last play that so we went to play and yeah i win 2 or 3 round hee hee.. and we inj out hand oso HAHAH soon we gonna go play again ^^

Party Boiis

2008-06-01T02:01:00.002+08:00

today went party world but damn no luck they'r duno wad spoil so we went down to ceni and go to kbox and sing and enjoy ourself coz soon hue is going amy hope he will be very alright there. on the half way going to end of kbox about 7plus i went to far east alone to get my jeans and yes much better now not so big (: but still i lost some of the design stuff T-T after collect my jeans went down to STAGE and have a look and chat with ric aafter awhile ken caller me and meet me outside so we walk awhile den go to TPY eat and go to hue house and wait for him den go home le.. thats all for today bb.

每天想着你以变成习惯一直幻想你在我身边牵着你的手我和你甜蜜的走

bleeding

2008-05-29T18:30:00.006+08:00

the cut

this the blood that i lost after the cut

after wash u can see the how big and deep is the cut

puttin medic but still bleeding

last 2 days i didt go to sch coz no lesson le. Today went to sch and help to do some stuff for teacher and u know what i cut my fucking hand and it's very deep the blood keep bleed like it's free -.-" went to wash my hand and put medic but still no use my blood keep bleed out so i take tissue and hold on eat. SHIT ASS dame shit walk all the way to east point the clinic close went home and get money and walk to my house behine the clinic oso close WTF damn suay ZzZz. by tml i have to go see a doc for a safty if not got dity thing get in my body i gonna get in hell =.= hao la i gonna post the pic see it if u want.

next monday is my first mid yr exam.

god bles me.

2008-05-25T20:25:00.002+08:00

SiChuan Earthquake incident.

And I do feel fo them and would really feel down and sympathy those people that were suffering..

the images above are really pitiful and heartbreaking isnt it?

now cn8 r showing about sichuan news and etc. i really cannot stop dropin my teans went i see hear wad they say.

)':

2008-05-25T10:47:00.002+08:00

ytd meet PB go party world and enjoy ourself it's been damn fucking long seen we last went party world and sing till no voice haha it's very fun u know hur hur. after PW we went to have our dinner at sake shushi at cine we sit there enjoy our dinner and tok alots of clap and we keep laughing not stop coz of wx say something damn funny LOL.(: after our dinner we walk to far east and have a walk after that went down merina squ and meet fz after he's work and MADE OF HONOR. anyway the movie was nice very touch and funny (: i rate it 3.5/5 stars ^^ we watch till 2 plus den went home le..

i can see think have change from the way u reply. haiz..

2008-05-20T21:19:00.004+08:00

如果你眼神能够为我片刻的降临

如果你能听到心碎的声音

沉默的守护著你沉默的等奇迹

沉默的让自己像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多开心

最角落里的我笑得多合群

盘底的洋葱像我永远是调味品

偷偷的看著你偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会发现你会讶异

你是我最压抑最深处的秘密

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会鼻酸你会流泪

只要你能听到我看到我都全心全意

2008-05-16T14:01:00.002+08:00

hmm.. i miss my class test today coz of going late. Zzz den went to cafe1 and eat den went to lesson le.. after that home sweet home.

nothing much today. just miss my class test WTF ! tata~

How true is this? Tag to let me know? (:

What Jason Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential

You are precise, orderly, and realistic.

You tend to get to the point and get things done.

Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step.

Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.

What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.

You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

2008-05-15T00:43:00.002+08:00

let post something funny to let u all read lol i find it's very cute (:

2008-05-12T15:41:00.000+08:00

Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.
Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.
Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now.
(both sigh n silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game
Peter: Eh? What game?

Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?

Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.

Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?

Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.
Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:

Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together
for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?
Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.
Stranger: Is your name Tina?
Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.
Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina,
Our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to
me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.

当你失去一样很重用的东西或人，你想要珍惜他/她/它的时候，一切已经太迟了。。。

2008-05-10T12:38:00.002+08:00

now a days I'm so feel like drawing i dunno why. maybe just one to forget some things i dunno.. but well i will be draw more cute cool drawing and post it if u all dun mind to see (:

today is sat what m i going to do? nothing i will be stay at home today. no where to go. next weeks phase test class test is coming near by just a few hr to go. and the next long holiday is oso coming soon.. I'm so sian after the holiday half yr exam is coming. last yr i nv feel anything about exam this yr I'm so so scare .. maybe i dun wan to make the same mistake i made 3 yrs ago.

i believe everything will go well for me if I work hard.

my life are just same as repeating a same song.

No life.

2008-05-08T18:48:00.001+08:00

again after finish my pretica draw those nons again lol.

2008-05-07T16:02:00.002+08:00

this is wad i draw in class coz teacher not teachin so i draw this 3 boliao think out.. after first lesson we went to break de go home le..

2008-05-06T19:25:00.002+08:00

thats me
finally presentation is over everything is find now yeah~ and up coming is my exam Le..(:

after the presentetion we went to have our break and we sit walk around of sch to wait for the time go to the next lesson. about 12.30 we go for our lesson doing nothing in class teacher tok about exam etc..so we listen about 1 plus went to cafe 1 sit awhile De go for the high element WOHOHO that's damn fucking FUN MAN u wan play that again again~.. after the element when home le..

and yes my big train jeans nv alter it coz the auntie say is too complicatedso nv do anythik. but no choice have to wear it (:

2008-05-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

here is the last sat[may 3] soccer repot (:

When Kuda informed Fadly that he has quit soccer, the Woodbridge manager was worried that the team has no keeper but he soon realised that he has players who could fit in just as good, if not better.

The team thrashed its opponent 6-1 last Saturday at Serangoon Secondary School.

But Fadly was lucky that Stingers game was a walkover, otherwise he would have to play with eight men, as Mail and Wang were late.

The reinforcement from Stingers’ camp saw eleven players coming to his rescue.

Hadi volunteered to play keeper and did a fine job wearing the gloves. Only one goal was scored in the first half, through Joe, who managed to beat the defense before lobbing the ball over the keeper. Leman and Rongan wasted their chances while Xiao Di’s two shots fit for rugby.

It was all hell broke lose in the second half with Willie running riot, terrorizing the defense after Fadly played him striker to partner Ramlan. The Stingers defender scored two good goals but missed one open goal opportunity. Even Wang, who played left back was seen many times ventured forward.

The other three goals were scored by Rongan, Andi and Maya.

But misjudgment by Hadi allowed a cross from the winger to sail into his net to give the opponent the consolation goal.

exam is on the way.

2008-05-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

tomorrow the day that we're waiting for and scared of " The Presentation Of LKY Project " and he will be coming to see us present our project.. agghh I'm scared not scared of present is scare of cannot wake up =.=|| can reach school in time at 8 HOHOHO~.. GOD BLISS~! !

and so after the presentation we will be having a break den got one dunno what game is that u need to climb up high den jump down i think O.O* HAHAH i nv play before so im waitin for that gamw HOHOHO~.

after the game must be can go le so BIG TRAIN IS WAITING FOR ME JASON COME AND GET ME! ! I MISS YOU SO MUCH =.=||

ok forget what i have say there im boliao hee..god bliss hope nothing gose wrong with my jeans (:

thats all for today tata~

O ya ya wait dun go yet my exam is comin next moth die die die~

tata~

2008-05-04T16:06:00.002+08:00

i'm so worry about my bigtrain jeans and it's too big but i have to go alter but i scare the aunty spoil my one and only bigtrain jeans T_T

hope nothing will happen.

2008-05-03T19:32:00.002+08:00

just came back from soccer agghh so tired =/ but well we win again.. and i score one before i trow my shoe away T_T I'm so sad of it this shoe with me not even 3moth i think den spoil Le sad lucky i still got one more hao la that all for today im lezy to blog bb

2008-05-03T15:24:00.002+08:00

just came back from meet jia wen they all (: . went to get my jeans and yes that the jeans i wan and finaly (: thank so much jwen for helpin me change it (: after a lil chat with them we go le and i have to go home and ger ready for soccer..finally HOHOH..

and yes my jeans is so so beaggi WTF ):

2008-04-30T11:19:00.002+08:00

小霜

小霜

WOHOHO~ u know what i found 小霜 pic *shyshy*
so kawaii ^^

2008-04-29T23:15:00.004+08:00

ken & me

yl & me
ha ha I'm bor so i scanned last time neo and have a look how much i have change hmmm.. WAHAHAH~ ! ! enjoy

2008-04-28T17:59:00.002+08:00

soon exam is coming so near i still got 2 more weeks to study. ): I'm in a damn big shit.. i totally forgot allots of things =.= jia lak jia lak and soon 1 more weeks to project presentation haiz.. poor thing.

2008-04-28T09:32:00.001+08:00

finally i have change a new blog skin(:

and all thanks to cherie for helpin me(:

arigato Msmieakiko (:

STAGE(:

2008-04-26T20:05:00.005+08:00

STAGE PT BOYS PK 黑

STAGE PT BOYS PK 黑

STAGE PT BOYS PK

STAGE PT BOYS PK

red PK is mind black is wj
STAGE (:
and i help wj buy he's first STAGE PK

2008-04-20T19:01:00.003+08:00

Nong Poy

Nong Poy

OMG can u belive it this girl from thailand no no is a guy can u belive at first i was tot it's was a girl but when i read wad others ppl say he change sex seen he was 17 coz of born wrong body=.= and he is s poor thing. and u know wad she is getting marry soon is good for him ^^

if u all dun belive u can go have a look here is the link.

http://seowqj.blogspot.com/2007/12/nong-poy.html

STAGE(:

2008-04-20T00:19:00.005+08:00

羅志祥

STAGE SINGAPORE2008

STAGE SC BELT

finally i get my ever first STAGE openning tee and my belt too.

Dreams (:

2008-04-18T18:21:00.004+08:00

Japane League

yes everyone have they're own dreams. m i right?
ofcoz for those who love soccer they're dreams is to play for EPL club like Man U Arsenal Liverpool etc. but ofcoz im diff from them(:

my dreams is to play for JAPANE LEAGUE [ J.League ] i always have been thinking when i can have a chance to play with japanese ppl. yes singapore S.League have Albirex Niigata but the location at jurong east, for what i know they dun take singaporen.): but still im going to 21 this year. my dreams will nv come true. ):

2008-04-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

KEN LEE! !

Tulibu dibu douchooooo

KEN LEE~! !

WAHAHAHA! ! !

):

2008-04-16T19:10:00.003+08:00

yes i met her in school today. it's been so long seen i last saw her.

sometimes im still thinking of our past.

the voice of u caller me " ah pig~ " that make me smile (:

but now it's no use thinking all this..

i just hope...

其实我只要能够在你心中
残留一小块角落
对我已经足够